I believe that I am destined to write great experimental fiction and literature. Stream of Consciousness, Magical Realism, Surrealism. That's the stuff, I want to write, oh yeah and epic poetry. So I gotta study it and read more of it. That's the trick. I also want to have my work become roleplaying systems and games, like Final Fantasy or 7th Sea. If I go table top, I definitely want it to be a d10 system. I love d10 systems. And I don't know enough about video game rpgs or pc rpgs to know what kind of style I want for that format. But yeah. I want cosplayers of my characters. So I gotta have some sort of ... element to it, like fictional, like supernatural or fantasy element to it. But its like how do you have fantasy without it being like dungeons and dragons with forests and wizards and dragons with wings and stuff or like it being like urban fantasy where you have this crime fighter like Buffy or Anita Blake or Harry Dresden ...? I want to revolutionize the fantasy genre, writing about harmonizing with the darkness instead of always fighting against it, and about love being this grand force without limits or boundaries, about polyamory and asexuality.
So I'm hunting down quotes and inspiration for this new experimental turn I'm taking, and I kinda want it to channel everybody, like Harry Potter did, it was cool for kids, for grown ups, for everyone. And the theme will be 'just be', harmonize with your inner darkness instead of fighting it, acknowledge it and be at peace with it, because without it, there would be no light, so we need it, we need our darkness as much as we need our light. And love isn't finite, it isn't so small and narrow that it can only be one way, my works will promote free love and peace and harmony, and maybe I sound like a hippie, but I really believe that love should be free of limits, love the way that feels natural, and trust and communication is the root of all relationships.
I don't know how I'm gonna come up with a story to promote these themes, but I'm gonna write it and its gonna be great, its gonna be a thick tome of a novel, like four hundred pages, on onion pages with leather bound covers and comic book maps and inserts, like a magazine meets comic book meets bible. I want it to be a bible for someone, a guide book for people in a way... maybe I should make my lead character a prophet or something? I don't know ...
Anyway, just my thoughts on the matter for the moment...
